Wow! It has been a fantastic weekend! It has been a little like Christmas, but
without all the stress! Did you watch
general conference? I hope you will take
the chance to enjoy it if not. Once
again it has been a testimony for me that those men are called of God. Although, recently I have been thinking about
how it must be for someone on the outside looking in. Is it obvious for them as it is for me that
this church is true? What is it that
makes me so sure- and am I really so sure?
Some things I know absolutely are true from experience I have had. Other things I just know, however it is the
things coupled with the experiences I find I am able to glean the largest
support. I want to share my thoughts
with you today about the sure way I know these things- and how you can know
them as well.
I believe I have shared this story before, but that is ok as
I am sure I will share it a little differently now. I remember when I was little thinking about
those some questions I mentioned above. One
evening pondering these things I had the question come to me about how much I
would be willing to bet if the church was true.
I thought 1000$ would do . . . a little more thinking and I was up to
2000$ . . . soon up to 3000$ . . . and so forth continuing to climb. After a time I realized there was a problem
in trying to settle on any number to bet.
Yes! You guessed it – The Mormon church says we can’t gamble
or bet! . . . No j/k, what I realized was that if eternal things do exist, it
seems pointless to compare any number to infinity. No matter what I had in this life it could
never compare to the infinity of an eternal world. I realized at that time- what I needed to do
was really be willing to bet all I had on this or not. Looking back on this now, I recognize that as
an eternal principle- although hardly ever easy to follow.
Moroni tells us we receive no witness until after the trial
of our faith- it is needed for us to take those first steps into the darkness
before we find that the path of the Lord is actually there. Just as being willing to bet all we have, we
need to take the actual step of faith into the dark. It is more than just sticking out foot out-
it is more than casting some pebbles and listening for a sound. There is growth and there are blessings in
our lives that only come as we boldly follow the Lord and step, following Him,
onto a path we may not be able to see all at once.
Recently I have not been asking myself about any bets. I have been asking- would I be looking if I
was not born in this church? Would I recognize the same things in this church
looking on the outside that I see from the inside? How can I help others be as sure as I am
about these things?
I think obviously- I would recognize different things. I don’t know what would stick out to me and
what would not. But, despite the
differences there may be, there are a few things I know would remain the
same. Always- the first thing I think of
is the influence of the temple. There is
a tangible power and spirit of peace and love there which is incomparable to
anything else. The strength and power of
it is such I know it is not from myself.
Really- the best way to understand it would be to visit a temple. One does not need to go in, the spirit
spreads beyond the walls and can be felt walking on the temple grounds.
There are so many things in my life which God uses to show
me His love and presence. This
conference for me has been a wonderful occasion. Somehow- the whole focus again seems focused
specifically on me and the needs I have.
I know God, our omnipotent Father in Heaven, has done this for everyone
who listens. Taking time to prepare,
having questions, and sincerely listening helps to unlock the power of the
spirit and can bring us testimony of God and His infinite love for us. I am grateful for my Father in Heaven and for
unfailing love, patience and support.
Daily I find as I turn to Him, He is able to turn my angry heart away
from spiteful things and fill me with His love and compassion. His blessings and His love is extended to all
of us unceasingly, without tiring, and full of patience. We can find these gifts as we seek a
relationship with Him through prayer and reading His words, and as we follow
the things He has asked us to do.
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